I have always been a strong girl when it comes to relationships. When guys have to leave, i seldom cry, I seldom regret, and I seldom have the thoughts of wanting them back. When it comes to The End, I’ll move on and wont look back.
On Wednesday night, on the way home from West Coast Park, I cried about you. I’ve told you before when we used to love each other, If I have to leave you, it is not because I have found someone else. It is because I could live without you.
When we had our final big fight, that’s when I felt i could live without you. You wanted to pursue studying overseas. meaning you would leave me in the end. I was strongly against it. so i guess its best that we wouldnt be together anymore, so that none of us would be hurt in the end.
Now that its confirmed you will be leaving for overseas studies, I am happy for you. I guess its a good thing that we aren’t together anymore. we just have to get used to being just friends now. so that it will hurt less when the time comes for you to leave.
But to put ego aside, I really miss you. And I guess I do still love you. I guess we are really meant to be together, maybe not now. or maybe we deserve someone better.
theres absolutely nothing much we can do now. just stick as friends. i wish you all the best.